I understand where you're at I think. Maybe "a watched pot never boils" - would be a good way to describe it. I felt that way two days ago. I wondered how I could speed up the process - rather than just living my life and being smarter about what I eat. Maybe you could spend that time doing something super productive and towards your goal. Go for a walk? Do a little yoga? Meditate? So you sort of know you're already on the right track you're just getting there faster if you add to all the positivity. Just an idea. I hope you feel better. Hugs.
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