so i went into thanksgiving thinking NO problem, i pretty much dislike all food items, thanksgiving related, anyways. as it turns out, thanksgiving food WASNT the problem, but BELIEVE me, there was indeed a problem.
day before thanksgiving we cleaned and i was MEGA tired from cleaning all day long, for someone who is 300 plus, with arthritis and fibromyalgia, no small feat. day of thanksgiving was MEGA tired from hosting dinner, dishes, dealing with family etc.
now i am 2 days into this thanksgiving nonsense and not only am i tired, but i am in pain now too. friday, i did a quick re-clean, and sorta caught up on some down time. saturday i decided the whole entire upstairs needed cleaned and rugs scrubbed, i figured since the downstairs was so clean i might as well get the upstairs to match, so three bedrooms upstairs, walls washed, rugs scrubbed, everything dusted etc etc etc.......
FINALLY my point, yes i did have one
...... thanksgiving flared up my OCD, which left me feeling super super tired and in pain. and that equals not tracking what i'm eating, being too tired to cook, and too tired to care! grabbing whatever is easy
and throwing me completely off track. sigh
hopefully the scales will be sorta kind next wednesday when i weigh in, and hopefully the extra activity will help.......but crap........i'm scared lol, and i only had 1 plate of THANKSGIVING "food" DAMN