OMG 4 different guys checked me out today AND it was 4 different instances and one of them even winked and held eye contact!! this hasnt happened to me for SUCH a long time and it felt really nice! For the first time in a long time I didnt feel invisible! And they were really cute, not like the homeless freak that stands at the corner shop and tries to give me a hug! good looking guys checked me out!!
If only I wasnt so clueless about guys and so surprised and still insecure, i could've smiled or something but I looked away and then felt like a total loser! But still pretty damn good.
anyway, just wanted to share. Ive been feeling so fat and unattractive for such a long time, you know? And i know its not nice to value my looks based on whehter I get looked at by men, but its just a nice change from having someone yell out that I am fat out of a passing car (and believe me, it's happened before).
So now, I just need to figure out how to not try and hide when someone smiles at me!