Glad to see your not lurking anymore. I think it really helps to be able to write your thoughts down and get all kinds of advice from different people. We are all here for the support and you sure get it here..
It sounds like you are doing a great job losing the weight! You should be very proud of yourself. You can do anything you put your mind to!
I have been struggling to lose 20 pounds but I dont give up. It is worth being able to fit into cute clothes and feel good about myself!
So just wanted to welcome you aboard!!