...that I have had to log on to adjust my ticker...UPWARDS!!
I admit that I considered just leaving it, and working to get back to where I was, but then realized that the whole point of coming here is honesty, accountability, and responsibility. So even though I cringed, I made the adjustment.
My birthday was last week, and I confess to using that as an excuse to go off my program for pretty much the entire week. Not that it was all directly birthday-related... like I said, it was just an excuse, and a flimsy one at that. A day or 2 of that was even kind of bingey, though blessedly, the size/extent of my binge behaviour is nothing compared to what it used to be. It was less about how much I ate, and more about my state of mind when I ate it - I'm sure plenty here know what I mean.
As of this morning, I appear to have gained a whopping 5 pounds. Yes, I was "bad", but I can't help but feel that a 5 pound gain is way out of proportion to what I did. But some of that initial loss occured when I was sick with a nasty virus, so I guess sick-weight-loss is probably more precarious that that achieved more slowly. Kind of like crash-diet-weight-loss, I suppose.
So, I'm trying to think of it as a learning experience, let it go, and move forward from here. I got up and worked out on the elliptical this morning, so got the new week off on the right foot. Not much junk in the house right now, but lots of healthy foods, so I should be able to get back on track, now that the "festivities" (such as they were) are over.