You could also use Susan Powter's videos. I'm sure you can pick them up cheap on ebay.
Carnie Wilson was in an exercise video (pre-surgery called Great Changes. I think the instructor's name was Idrea. You may find that one on ebay, also.
I understand how you feel-when my face is all red and I'm out of breath, I don't want to be watching perfect looking people either.
"I can't change the world, but I can change the world in me. I rejoice!"-Rejoice by U2