I agree with you HereIStand, I definitely need to find something that I don't hate, at the very least.
I actually really love the way I feel when I work out, but since I got to my heaviest weight (2 months ago or so), even being on my feet long enough for shopping hurts. And I am not a lover of shopping, so I rarely do it for long anyways.
I am thinking that I might need to find something that doesn't put a lot of strain on my back and feet until I drop some more weight. I keep thinking I can do the workouts I use to do in high school (I was overweight then too, just no way near like today).
I think I get disappointed in myself when I can't exercise for long and then it kills my motivation. It seems like being on this site might help me stay on track this time though