My first day back after months of not going
and I'm not looking forward to it. I don't wanna but I know it's good for me.
I get weekly emails from my gym and about 2 months ago I got an email that said they were introducing Smart Keys to help track your progress, it's supposed to do away with paper charts and helps your trainer to communicate with you with out actually having to see you personally.
I decided I would call today to make my appointment to get my smart key. She had 3 appointments available fro TODAY! I made the 1:30 pm appt time and I'm getting ready to leave after this post. I don't want to go because Aunt Flo finally reared her ugly head today and I'm just not up for it.
I actually decided to call and cancel and changed my mind about 100 times since I called for the appt. Common Sense showed up about 20 minutes ago and told me that if I keep making excuses for why I cant go, I'll be fat and unhealthy forever. I listened to Common Sense tell me that if I want things to change in my life that I need to change some things in my life.
So I'm going to go, despite the fact that I'm in pain and bloated and want to gouge someones eyes out. Does all this mean that I actually have to be nice? I hope not. But, I'll be nice anyway even though I don't wanna.