Since my surgery in February I've kind of sunk into depression mode. I was on so many medications, 10 at one time, for over 2 years, and gained about 30 extra pounds, which may not seem like a lot, but when you are 5' tall and small framed...you can really tell!
Before I got really sick, which seems like a lifetime ago now, I was a gymnast, never had problems with my weight, but now I look in the mirror and barely recognize the person staring back at me.: ( It's truly been frustrating! Since being on the pill I've been breaking out in acne like a teenager, which I've never had happen in my life, so I just feel really unattractive, and uncomfortable in my own skin. I wonder if I'll ever be able to get back into shape again, and get frustrated when I think I've lost weight but then the next time I weigh myself it is back to what it was before, or higher!
I don't know how to tackle any of this, or where to even start!