Greetings to all
I have been struggling with my weight for 10 years and nothing seems to work. I've switched doctors multiple times because despite the fact I tell them I don't binge on fatty foods, fast food, snacks etc. they insist that I do. Then of course they're astonished when tests come back to confirm no, I'm not diabetic, no I don't have a thyroid problem and yes my cholesterol levels etc. are healthy because HELLO I don't overeat but I can't lose weight! I've been put on and taken off a slew of medications that don't do anything but make me feel like crap.
Over the last two years I've become so terrified of gaining any more weight that I now have to force myself to eat anything. Some days if I eat once a day it's a lot. Anything more and I literally have to throw up I get so nauseous. On other days though I have to eat at least 6 times a day otherwise my blood sugar drops so bad I feel very faint and shaky and can't concentrate but as soon as I do eat I have to run to the bathroom with explosive diarrhea. I have borderline high blood pressure so I'm on meds for that but any other medication I'm given like methotrexate seems to amplify these symptoms but again my doctors are useless and don't have an answer for me.
I'm tired of my diet running my life. I'm tired of being overweight but nothing I do seems to help or work. I can't even work out or ride my bike because I'm afraid of harming myself by falling off or suddenly dealing with low blood sugar. That's of course if I could even get out of the bathroom
Has anyone else experienced this? Anyone have any ideas?