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Old 10-26-2012, 11:48 AM   #1
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LOVE LETTER TO NORMALS

by Claudia Marek
Here is my letter written to explain to family and friends what it's like to have fibromyalgia. It won't work miracles: it's hard to understand our illness from the outside looking in. But it is a start and can open the door to important dialogues. You are all welcome to use it, either as is, or as a basis for writing your own. Remember that you have a responsibility to tell those close to you what is wrong and communicate as clearly as you can how you feel and what you need. The best time to do that is when you are not upset!

Fibromyalgia isn't all in my head, and it isn't contagious. It doesn't turn into anything serious and nobody ever died from fibromyalgia (thought they might have wished they could on really awful days!!) If you want to read articles or books about fibromyalgia I can show you some that I think are good. If you just want to learn as we go along, that's fine too. This is definitely going to be a process. The first step is for you to believe that there is an illness called fibromyalgia and that I have it. This may sound simple, but when you hear about my symptoms I don't want you to think I'm making this all up as I go along.

Fibromyalgia is a high maintenance condition with lots and lots of different kinds of symptoms. There's no way to just take a pill to make it go away, even for a little while. Sometimes a certain medication can make some of my symptoms more bearable. That's about the best I can hope for. Other times I may take a lot of medication and still won't feel any better. That's just the way it goes. I can't control how often I feel good or when I'm going to feel terrible. Lots of people have been cutting new drugs advertisements out of magazines for me and I appreciate the thought, but I've seen them too. Look at the list of side effects and the few symptoms they help in return. Even in the best studies those expensive compounds didn't help over half the people who tried them. No matter how happy the people in the pictures look, there's still no miracle drug available.

There's no cure for fibromyalgia and it won't go away. If I am functioning normally, I am having a good day. This doesn't mean I'm getting better -- I suffer from chronic pain and fatigue for which there is no cure. I can have good days, several good weeks or even months. But a good morning can suddenly turn into a terrible afternoon. I get a feeling like someone has pulled out a plug and all my energy has just run out of my body. I might get more irritable before these flares, and suddenly get more sensitive to noise or just collapse from deadening fatigue. Weather changes can have a big effect on how I feel. Other times there may be no warning, I may just suddenly feel awful. I can't warn you when this is likely to happen because there isn't any way for me to know. Sometimes this is a real spoiler and I'm sorry. The sadness I feel for what my illness does to those around me is more than I can easily describe. You may remember me as a light-hearted fun loving person -- and it hurts me that I am no longer what I was.

Fibromyalgics have a different kind of pain that is hard to treat. It is not caused by inflammation like an injury. It is not a constant ache in one place like a broken bone. It moves around my body daily and hourly and changes in severity and type. Sometimes it is dull and sometimes it is cramping or prickly. Sometimes it's jabbing and excruciating. If Eskimos have a hundred words for snow, fibromyalgics should have a hundred words for pain. Sometimes I just hurt all over like I've been beaten up or run over by a truck. Sometimes I feel too tired to lift up my arm.

Besides pain, I have muscle stiffness which is worse in the morning and evenings. Sometimes when I get up out of a chair I feel like I am ninety years old. I may have to ask you to help me up. I'm creaky and I'm klutzy. I trip over things no one can see, and I bump into the person I am walking with and I drop things and spill things because my fingers are stiff and my coordination is off. I just don't seem to connect the way I should. Hand-eye, foot-eye coordination, it's all off. I walk slowly up and down stairs because I'm stiff and I'm afraid I might fall. When there's no railing to hold on to, it's terrifying.

Because I feel bad most of the time, I am always pushing myself, and sometimes I just push myself too hard. When I do this, I pay the price. Sometimes I can summon the strength to do something special but I will usually have to rest for a few days afterwards because my body can only make so much energy. I pay a big price for overdoing it, but sometimes I have to. I know it's hard for you to understand why I can do one thing and not another. It's important for you to believe me, and trust me about this. My limitations, like my pain and my other symptoms are invisible, but they are real.

Another symptom I have is problems with memory and concentration which is called fibrofog. Short-term memory is the worst! I am constantly looking for things. I have no idea where I put down my purse, and I walk into rooms and have no idea why. Casualties are my keys which are always lost, my list of errands, which I write up and leave on the counter when I go out. Even if I put notes around to remind myself of important things, I'm still liable to forget them. Don't worry, this is normal for fibromyalgics. Most of us are frightened that we are getting Alzheimer's. New kinds of brain scans have actually documented differences in our brains.

I mentioned my sensitivities earlier and I need to talk about them again. It's more like an intolerance to everything. Noise, especially certain noises like the television or shrill noises can make me jittery and anxious. Smells like fish or some chemicals, or fragrances or perfume can give me headaches and nausea. I also have a problem with heat and cold. It sounds like I'm never happy but that isn't it. These things make me physically ill. They stress me out and make my pain worse and I get exhausted. Sometimes I just need to get away from something, I just don't know how else to say it. I know sometimes this means I will have to go outside, or out to the car, or go home to sit alone and that's really all right. I don't want or need you to give up doing what's important to you. That would only make me feel worse. Sometimes when I feel lousy I just want to be by myself. When I'm like this there's nothing you can do to make me feel better, so it's just better to let me be.

I have problems sleeping. Sometimes I get really restless and wake up and can't get back to sleep. Other times I fall into bed and sleep for fourteen hours and still be tired. Some nights I'll toss and turn and not be able to sleep at all. Every little thing will keep me awake. I'm sure that's confusing to be around, and I know there are times when my tossing and turning and getting up and down to go to the bathroom disturbs you. We can talk about solutions to this.

All these symptoms and the chemical changes in my brain from pain and fatigue can make me depressed as you'd imagine. I get angry and frustrated and I have mood swings. Sometimes I know I'm being unreasonable but I can't admit it. Sometimes I just want to pull the covers over my head and stay in bed. These emotions are all very strong and powerful. I know this is a very hard thing about being with me. Every time you put up with me when I'm in one of my moods, secretly I'm grateful. I can't always admit it at the time, but I'm admitting it now. One thing I can tell you is it won't help to tell me I'm irrational. I know I am, but I can't help it when it's happening.

I have other symptoms like irritable bowel, muscle spasms and pelvic pain that will take their toll on our intimacies. Some of these symptoms are embarrassing and hard to talk about but I promise to try. I hope that you will have the patience to see me through these things. It's very hard for me too because I love you and I want to be with you, and it makes everything worse when you are upset and tired of dealing with all my problems. I have made a promise to myself and now I am making it to you: I will set aside time for us to be close. During that time we will not talk about my illness. We both need time to get away from its demands. Though I may not always show it I love you a million times more for standing by me. Having to slow down physically and having to get rid of unnecessary stresses will make our relationship stronger.



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Old 11-06-2012, 03:02 PM   #2
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I've been seriously ill and out of work for two months. Two weeks ago, my doctor diagnosed me with fibromyalgia, and all of my physical discomfort over the years was early signs and symptoms of that syndrome. I was devastated at first - the last two months I've been so tired and hurting so bad that I barely want to want up in the morning, and now I can expect that for the rest of my life? - and now I'm on the road to treatment. Cymbalta first - we'll see how that goes.

More than anything, I can say stress makes my symptoms 10x worse, and my weight and job situation stress me out more than anything. I desperately want to lose, but I'm depressed and have no self-control for what I eat. Exercise was always my fallback - now I can barely move.

Needless to say, I don't think I've ever been more depressed. Here's hoping the medicine works.
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Old 11-19-2012, 12:16 PM   #3
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Great Letter- showed it to DH yesterday.
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Old 12-17-2012, 06:30 PM   #4
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wonderful letter. it was so bang on.

I'm so sorry, oneshortday. I hope the drugs work for you. I'm allergic and couldn't take it. I've heard that people have had wonderful results with it. you may want to ask your doctor, but there's apparently another drug you take with it that boots it's effectiveness.

good luck to you!
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I get so frustrated at the medical community when it comes to fibro. (And I'm an RN) I feel like they need to look further and harder into what causes it, and how to treat it. I personally don't have it, but I had a somewhat close experience.

Last year I was doing just fine. Running, healthy eating, heathly weight, energy...I noticed tiny symptoms at first. Prickling in my feet, which I just chalked up to needing new shoes for running. But by November of last year a fog and fatigue decended on my and all my exercise came to a halt. I could barely get off the couch, every movement was an effort.
My husband and I called it bone tired, something I had experienced in the past but it would often resolve it self. I asked my primary doc to run labs, all of which came back good except my TSH which was 2.6, which is "normal" but on the higher end. I also had a low level of thyroid antibodies, but my primary said that the numbers were not enough to treat with meds.

But I didn't take no for an answer. I found an endocrinologist that would listen to my plea, and continued to do my own reading. He agreed to start me on synthroid.
Let me say before synthroid, I was really worried. The mental fog, the fatigue. I did some reading about chronic fatigue syndrome, and fibro, only I really didn't have pain. I did have hypothyroid symptoms, but because my lab didn't say I was hypo, my primary didn't listen.
After starting synthoir the symptoms began to lift. And keeping my TSH around 1.0 keeps me feeling human.

Now I'm not suggesting fibro is a thyroid issue. What I'm saying is if I just took my primary's word, I'd still be untreated and living life on the couch.

I wonder if fibro and CFS are treatable, but the medical community isn't doing enough to find out how. I mean something has to cause it...something that has yet to be discovered, and partly because too many people just disregard it.

I wish you the best of luck, I hope in the near future the cause and treatment are found.
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This is such a wonderful letter!!
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Old 03-06-2013, 10:26 AM   #7
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This is just so great. I'm looking and don't see a way to contact you in a private message. Would you mind if I shared this on my blog, so that I can go back and read it again later, and others can see it? I'll copy it with your name, just like above. Please?
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Go ahead and copy it. I did not write it, and found it posted on another FM site.
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