PCOS/Sleep Apnea/Hypothyroidism
Hi
Hmm.... Where to start?? How about with something easy.
I need to lose weight - I have to. I am afraid that I will inherit another problem off my mother (that's a story for another time - quite funny if you think about it to) and my grandmother and end up with diabetes. I know that you can't inherit diabetes, but you can't inherit PCOS either - or so they say and oh, hey look, both my mum and grandmother had it and I have it to.
Although to be fair - they both had cysts on their ovaries. I don't. I just have everything else. And it took me 17 years to even find that out. Going to countless doctors and the endless ultrasounds and the looks from doctors, as if I was just looking for attention when I go in and tell them that my period is all over the place and that its late by weeks - sometimes even months. And then the specialist who told me that I have PCOS said that it wasn't a cause of my weight, but a symptom of it. So thanks for that. Not only do I have PCOS, but he made it sound as if it was my own fault - like if I wasn't fat, then I would be ok.
I know that what he said isn't true, but it struck a nerve and unfortunately it hasn't been easily undone yet.
In 2015 I lost a contract temp job because I kept falling asleep at work and then I took time off because I had a cold. Got a call telling me that they had cancelled my contract and that I needed to see a doctor. So I went. I had a couple of tests done and then in early 2016 found out that I have Sleep Apnea and also Hypothyroidism.
Wow - I just hit a home run. PCOS, Sleep Apnea and Hypothyroidism.
All I could think was each of those in itself makes it difficult to lose weight, but put all 3 together and essentially I'm screwed.
I started tablets for the hypothyroidism and am on Metformin for the PCOS. I am supposed to take these every day, but I forget some days. I need to get on top of this better, I know.
I have been told that if I lose weight, then I will increase my chances of having kids. But I have never been told if it is possible for me to have kids anyway. Nothing definite one way or another.
I have a wonderful supportive partner and he loves me for me. But I know that wants me to lose the weight for my health.
I'm stuck and I don't know where to go
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