The apology is to Ruthiexxx who a month ago was going to help me recover my original user name per my request of going back to using Amarantha or some variant. She did say it would take time and I do apologize for requesting again to either change my name to some variant of Amarantha or go back to the original account as Ruthie suggested. The only reason I am posting this is I am not able to get in contact with Ruthie (I did send a pm yesterday) and I am hoping she is ok and again am sorry to be a pest.
For some crazy reason it means a lot to me to go back to my roots here at 3FC and use the name Amarantha or Amarantha2 or Am or something.
There is a lot of depression for me in the user name Janga. I would like to go back to posting more here but I don't want to be Janga lol.
Can this be resolved soon or should I open a new account or go away?