Aphil - I will have to see Monk sometime too.
I have good news!!!
I just spoke with the lady who I would like to do counseling with. She is in my doctors office building. She works on a sliding scale - based on income. So I can go for $10.00 a visit!! That is so much better then $100.00 plus a visit! Anyway, I asked her if it would be healthy to take my moms agreement (I had to agree to let them take my kids out of state to visit if they payed for my counseling) and she said it was not! It would make for even more problems in the future! So she told me she could do it for $10.00 for us!!! And if the weather is bad and I can't make my appointment I could call and cancel or she would do the appointment over the phone! Which would eat my minutes (cell phone only) but I think that is awesome either way!
Anyway - my first appointment is Monday April, 17th. at 3 pm cst!! I am so excited to get started!! I can't wait to get my head cleared and stuff.
Thank you ALL so much again for all of your help and support!!!