Hi Tyra and
I'm so sorry your feeling out of sorts. I believe all of us feel the same way at one time or another.
I don't blame you for not being able to follow a milk diet. Sounds kinda odd to me. Have you checked into other types of plans? You know the success stories you see are people just like you and I who have tried one diet after another. Success is finding something that works for you personally, not what works for your neighbor.
I also believe you should talk to your family doctor about how your feeling. Its a good place to start.
Slow changes are the best!!
Please, surf this site and read up on some of the weight loss plans. See if there is one that appeals to you and your lifestyle. Then go for it !! give it a try.
Main thing is to NEVER give up !!!! You can do it sweetie, get up, brush your knees off and try again.
Hugs !!!!