I can't even find the motivation to work out. I was doing sooo well. Now, I just want to sit and watch tv.
I have worked so hard and have lost 56 pounds. I should be happy. But yet I look in the mirror and still see 229 pounds instead of 173 pounds.
I have sooo many physical things "wrong" with me that I can't find a single thing right. The past 2 days have been incredibly low for me.
I don't want to lose my momentum or worse gain back any weight. But I just can't get myself going.