Well i guess i could start by saying hello, and im obviously new here. I found this site while looking into that leptoprin stuff. it sounded too good to be true, and i didnt intend to use it long term, just for a little while till i felt comfortable enough to get back to exercising. thats one of the most discouraging things..physically feeling that i cant do it. anyhow i was about to buy the stuff just to use for a little while..acutally till the summer when i go to attend a program i know works for me, but i didnt feel too good about just buying it blindly so thats when i found what i was looking for..the information on it here. i found it odd that the leptoprin site didnt give more information than it did..it was just like ok here is how you buy it..but WHAT am i buying? so thank you for that. i know that there is no permanent 'quick fix' ive witnessed enough and experienced enough to know that first hand..but i do know that some stuff does work for a short period of time and i was hoping that i could then just continue from there. but i guess it doesnt quite work that way either.
im not quite sure whats appropriate to type where. this just seemed the forum closest to my situation or what im looking for or however you want to put it. this weight thing is something ive struggled with my entire life..its always been an issue,..and its always been an issue to try and 'fix it'...though all efforts have failed...there is only one thing that works..but actually i guess i cant really say that it works since i always end up back where i started plus more. though i know the reasoning behind it...and if it werent for me and life..it would work. obviously the 'right' answer is eating right and working out...but as im sure you all know how hard that is to get into. as far as eating right..im a very picky eater..there isnt much i like..and what i like happens to be 'bad' for me...and on top of that since its all i like i eat more of it than i should. as far as the exercise...once i get into it i dont mind it so much...and once i start losing its motivation to keep going..but as soon as i start gaining and feel like a fat blob again i sort of slack off until i just dont anymore..and then the weight comes on even faster. in order to get started i need a super jumpstart...and camp la jolla does that for me (yeah its a 'fat camp' of sorts...some of you might have heard of it..or even been there for all i know)...problem is its an expensive jumpstart...but i just cant seem to do it on my own...im extremely successful at the program..and continue to be so after i get home..im super charged and ready to go with eating right and working out and incorporating it into my life...BUT then something happens that throws me off...last year i was wrongly and illegally evicted from my apartment and was then forced to stay with my parents in the mean time..its a long story as being that this post is enormous already i wont go into it..but the series of events put me into a depression of sorts...so not wanting to do anything on top of not being able to do much(i was pretty much confined to the house) made everything i worked soooo hard for to all go in reverse. its more about losing weight for a healthy body...its also about a healthy mind...and i was on the right path and going strong till that happened...then after a few months i couldnt take it there anymore so i got myself out of there...and thought that NOW i can go back to where i was before the situation started...that was in january...and im STILL struggling to try to get back..i just cant seem to do it...so back to la jolla i go...which isnt so bad because i love it there..BUT its a lot of money that if i could get my sh*t together myself i could use towards something else.
well im sorry for all that....i kinda just wanted to get that out since there really isnt anyone i talk to about such things...and also since everyone who posts around here seems to know about other people and there situations through posts and such im sure...so i sort of figured id try and catch up a bit..to anyone who would like to know i suppose.
this is a nice site you have here...i dont usually post much...unless i really have something to say...though i doubt you could tell that by this post. thank you to all who actually read all that. any questions or comments please feel free to post..or message them to me. thanks