i have been losing weight now for 14months. in that time i have tried it all pills diets everything all mixed with lots of excersise. i have lost 100lb and feel good about that but. my body is drained i have irregular sleep patterns mood swings. sometimes i shake uncontrollably and often get dizzy spells.. i've been training really hard lifting weights and thai kick boxing. but now i have barely the energy to leave the house i often go for 5-6 weeks at a time iwth no more than 3 hrs sleep a night am always hungry. no matter how much i eat.
life was made more difficult for me just before christmas when my gf of 2 years cheated on me and attacked me in our lounge infont of my friends. she went off with the other guy and made a point of kicking when i was down by telling me everytime we met that she was so happy and laughing at the fact i couldn't find anyone. cos i was fat and ugly. life is really **** at the moment and at times i wish i could die. the only thing that is keeping me going is the will to reach my target weight. so i darn't not stop training and dieting even though its destroying me cos i know if i stop i'll nothing to live for