I was on sertraline for about a year.... dint notice any *real* weight gain, or other side effects for that matter, untill my Doctor added Efexxor.....grrr.......up went my weight by 30 pounds, up went my anxiety, down went my sex drive, and up went all my "ocd" ish self-destructive tendancies.......
blah blah, i am sorry you are struggling in grad school.... i really hope the medication hekps
its so hard when you cant find the motivation to DO anything, know what i mean? Even smallish, everyday tasks can feel SO overwhelming, and then add stress from school/work, etc......
Im currently working on my pre-reqs for grad school-- classes i didnt take as an undergrad, not realizing i was going to want to continue further in my education.. its SO MUCH harder this time. i only take one or 2 classes, but combined with full-time work, and my depression and everything else, its just overwhleming and i struggle to do well..... im not even "coasting" at this point.... im just struggling to get a "C"!! When i was a 4.0 student as an undergrad....
Sometimes our priorities change in life, i suppose. You need to do, what you need to do, to make sure you get through grad school. If the sertraline doesnt work, then try a different med..... Have you ever been on Wellbutrin? alot of people have had a good experience, in terms of getting energy and motivation back.. but Wellbutrin is a different class of anti-depressants.....
The good news is though, the semester is almost over foryou, right? mine ends in 2-3 weeks. Then i get to try again in another class... im going to re-take Triginometry.. bleh. But at least ill be done with all my CHEMISTRY!