I know I'm new here, but something you said kind of jumped out to me...
"I keep getting dumped and they don't even wana stay friends it hurts soooo much it sucks not having anyone at the end of the day"
I can really relate to this...in the past, I would get into one relationship after another and I always got my hopes up and thought maybe this was "the one". They never were and I always ended up getting my feelings hurts and feeling really bad about myself.
Before you let anyone else matter, make yourself matter. Don't think someone else is sooo great and then talk or think so badly about yourself. Your first priority should be to figure out why you ARE awesome and don't let anyone else shift your focus from that. I know it's hard being alone sometimes and we all want that someone to be with and be cared for by, but that will come. And your relationships in the future will be much healthier and fun when you can see exactly why that person wants to be with you.
You should always be important to yourself sweetie. Chin up...and by the way, you're a really pretty girl so hush!