Ok
Well I have a few minutes to go over my week.
We did our **** House this past weekend
(you tour thru our church to different dramatic scenes and see how their choices while they lived affected them fro eternity) We sold 765 tickets.
There were more than that went thru. All we hear
now is how we should have it more days. There was a mother that called and said her 26 yr old son just got out of jail and when he walked in the door he told him mom his life will never be the same.
She said its like having a different kid.
That is just awesome There were many lives changed.
I swore I would not do it again.
Because being one of the people directing it
and the only one of three to ever do productions before...the day of I was running
with my head cut off. I had to lay in a casket in ****
and in between scenes I had to run upstairs
without any other tours seeing me
and fix scenes
and fill in spots where people left and take care of teenagers
... So yeah I lost like 3 lbs
just in one night from running all around.
So I said I would not do it again
if I helped I wouldnt be in a scene
I would make sure everything runs smoothly!! We spent all week last week setting up.
Then my kids hardly seen us then monday we had to tear down.
Then my husband left on buisness for three days.
He comes back tonight.
The kids keep asking when he will be home!! I missed meds for like 4 days last week
because i ran out and lack of time to get them..well I am feeling it: this week all I want to do is stay in bed and sleep
. I even set an alarm for 9:30
not early at all and I couldn't even shut the alarm off i just laid there
....the kids woke up
at like 10 because they were up late getting home from church.....but i know if I could have I would not have gotten up
....like I am counting down till nap time..REALLY REALLY SAD
...
Well thats about all...my laundry is behind but that is because nobody
helped last week like they were suppose to. Every day dh is to wash a load fd throws it in the dryer and then I fold it...they did NOTHING
....then yelled and complained to me they had no clothes
...I said I AM NOT
doing all the laundry myself. I know some of you mothers are like UGHHHH
I cant believe her
. But its not like I just have one or two kids at home. I have a 5 year old I teach his school
a 4 year old I preschool
, a 2 year old I have to keep out of stuff
and a 1 year old who loves the steps
....I have school, diapers
, lunch
, cleaning up the downstairs several times
....I cant sort, wash, dry, fold, and put away 7 peoples laundry. So when my husband didn't have any clothes for work and had to wash the night before he got mad
and was like I'll just was my own clothes. I said ok
...and I went up an pulled out the kids (not the 15yr olds) and my clothes and had them almost washed when they all got home
. He says didn't you get my work clothes washed.
I was like you said you would do your own clothes
...yeah he was a little mad
....I REFUSE to be a flippin maid
and that is what I become if I just do everything for everyone. Doing things for my kids is different.
Plus I cook meals
everyday for everyone. I do the dishes most of the time.
I clean the living room, dinning room, I sweep every day. I did the outside lawn care. I do the grocery shopping.
I do do motherly and wife things but there is a line to be drawn.
No I am not one of those liberal wives that wont submit to her husband and all that...
I do submit to him but I wont be treated like crap and be the maid like I seen my mom do for years and still to this day
. My dad could be in the kitchen and still make her get him a drink
....which at that point is wrong...ok off my soap box
....
I need to do school
....catch you lata everyone
... my dress challenge???? well I met my Oct goal, just have to focus on eating lots of fruits & vegs to meet my Nov goal - one day at a time right?!? stick with it - you're doing good, even though you're not losing right now - YOU'RE NOT GAINING 
!LOL! just a thought - have you thought of joining a book club at you're local library?
Tomorrow I meet with a study group in the morning and then work from 12-9.
This week just doesn't wanna end. I'm completely exhausted and I can't wait to sleep in on Sunday. I might just sleep allllll day.