Hi girls!
Sorry I have been absent. It has been a rollercoaster week.
Monday - didn't smoke in morning. Hubby to quit with me, right? Got home and he had caved. So I caved. BAH! We attended an employee appreciation lunch for the humane society that night. Ate. Made a couple new friends. Ate mexican food. FAIL
Tuesday. smoked S**t! Crazy meeting filled day. My son (who has worked at GNC for 4 years) gets suspended for not scanning a FREE sample and giving it to customer. Long drawn out drama. Ends up suspended with three other employees pending investigation. He immediately finds another job at an animal shelter. Me - Council meeting that night until 10:00pm. THEY FIRED MY BOSS! Holy crazy awesomeness! I couldn't sleep thinking of the possibilities. I liked him personally, but he was not the leader we needed in a City Manager. I really hope they find someone who has a good balance of experience AND is a motivating leader.
Wednesday. smoked. poop. I was at my desk literally 21 minutes. spent the other 10.5 hours in back to back meetings. Needless to say, I was exhausted mid week. Son - starts at shelter, allergies kick is @ss and he quits. Gets a call on an application for being an admission clerk at a hospital - interviews Friday.
Thursday - 4 hours of meetings, 3 hours of interruptions. No work done. Yes, smoking.
Friday - worked 5 hours on my day off. Hair cut. Son calls. Great interview, has to pass a typing test. Does it with flying colors. GNC calls and tells him to come picked last check.
Hospital tells him they have more interviews when he thought he would be hired on the spot. Came home to hubby who is seeming depressed, or tired, but not right. Watched the movie Foxcatcher. Not a pick me up AT ALL. Smoked.
Today - new day. We are talking about how we are going to quit the tar bars. We have to hold each other up. We are both wiped out and hate it.
So. there's my personal diatribe on me. Sorry. But its where I'm starting this morning.
Mindy - Principal out of the picture. Weight moving. Coincidence? I don't think so. I bet your stress level is finally letting your body comply!
Jen - I took those same GNC supps. I liked them, just a TON of pills in the daily packet. Split them up throughout the day. I am a CLA fan too.
Mavie - thank you for the text, call, message invite. I am not ignoring the offer. I have literally been a zombie and not even trying. I am not giving up though. The smoking will go. I promise.
Carma - hubby and I juiced breakfast and lunch for about a 2 week period a couple years ago. It tasted like I was licking the underside of a lawn mower most days, but I FELT fantastic, and didn't starve because we ate a healthy dinner. Don't let the chinese food throw you off. Stick with it!
Ladies, thank you for always being here. Its a wonderful place to land when life gets overwhelming.
To-do today:
Dog poop
Mow lawn (back yard)
Tune up garden irrigation
Clean house
April Budget
Buy new sheets
W - 60oz
E - NS/healthy choices
E - outside work
D - Have faith in all you do. Move from your SAFE place to your FAITH place.