Dott- Sorry you ain't feeling competely better hope you are back to normal and in the gym soon.. Thanks I am stressing because I have to get back to a 3.0 for the semesters that got messed up to get my Hope grant back. I am so stressed out about it... I have to make all A's this semester so I can't afford any Bs
I hate that it seems lately all I do is complain and never have any good news. Well I did make 98 on week one assignment and 100 on my pre-writing.. Hoping to make 100 on all 10 chapter test I have due by feb 10(stress arg!!) Well I have been feeling not right lately... I have been trying to go into a depressive mode and every-time I am like no I will not let it come on cause I am stronger than that...
Well I have been down and out to long, time to get back in the swing of things.... Time to find that willpower and keep it..
I want to wait till I loose 35pounds to cut my hair, but don't know how long I can wait lol....
I know I can loose this weight and I know I can find the willpower to stay on plan because I have before(gained all 60lbs back
) When I loose 60lbs I plan on getting a tatt that say country strong and a Chinese symbol that means strength.. I have to tell myself no and mean it... Sorry for the long reply, but I have to get it out...
I have so many fears and so much hurt and I have realized that is what holding me back just have to learn how to deal with it...
I will admit that I am an emotional eater and I am addicted to food... As writing this it is hard but I have to tell someone who might understand how I am feeling.
Remember lady's that it may not be easy, but it is worth it...