getting into a nightly routine, is really good to see daily and weekly improvements. My boyfriend helped me set up a weekly programme wher ei increase my strength slowly.
so i started doing 5 situps, 5 pressups, and 5 leg lifts with holds, this has developed each week and i now do 20 situps, 30 cruches, 15 press ups, 5 legs lifts, 5 leg lifts with shoe, and inner thigh workout each night. i rotate if im hurting or strained etc always leeting myself heal, but its a nice thing to do to see your strength improve.
w: 176 in the middle of the day (dont count, hopefully a loss tomorrow)
e: exercise : still none but im walking and healing still, gonna swim tomorrow very exciting.
e: eat 1300 yesterday woo! and on about 550 for today, with dinner ahead of me
d: i ran away from my student home for a break, felt a meltdown this morning happening. need to escape it all to reflect on it all. i feel so much better being away. i get so bogged down in numbers and inches and competition and urgh horribleness makes me very sad....not happy like i want to be with my life. :S