Hello, a real quick check in. I have 2, count em 2 parties today. I am scared. But I am going to ask myself before each and every bite - "Is it worth it?? That's what I've been doing lately. For the first time in my life I actually THINK before I eat. It helps me to slow down and make better choices and eat less and keep high calorie foods to a minimum. And sometimes I dedice yeah it is worth it. And that's okay, it's progress for me, big progress.
I know you're sick of hearing about my stupid scale, but nevertheless - according to UPS" tracking my scale arrived at my home at 4:09 yesterday afternoon. But guess what - IT DIDN'T. I DON"T HAVE IT, NEVER GOT IT. I WAS HOME. WHO THE **** HAS IT? WHERE IS IT? I WANT IT. I have no recourse at all, UPS is not in operation again til TUESDAY. I AM NOT HAPPY.
Definitley needing me some weed now. Oh and my goals for today, that too:
W- lots, but not as much as usual, too busy.
E- see above W
E-
, yup I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Please let me make good choices, and not overeat terribly
D- Get through the day and night without overeating too badly and to be able to breathe in my undergarment. Program 911 into my cell, just in case I fail miserably on both accounts.
Have a great and fantastic weekend everybody.
