I've had a set back. A few days ago I posted a thread called "what's your small success?" and I was relaying about how I needed to get to a part of town that I usually avoid because there's a Krispy Kreme there. I indulged in one doughnut and felt pretty good about it because I can eat a lot of those. I felt really good that I only had one and was able to walk away and stay on plan.
Well yesterday I went out of my way to go back to that area and eat 3 of those donuts. I just stood on the street eating them and feeling pure hatred for myself. People were walking by and I was convinced that they were just staring at me thinking what a fat slob I am. I was so depressed and sluggish after that. Everytime I make a little progress I suck myself right back in and can't find a way out.... worse though is that I know the way out and can't seem to accomplish it. It's like I'm in the pool and I don't know how to swim.