I just joined 3FC today, but saw you post & wanted to say that I completely relate to everything you're saying! I am 32, & have also been dealing with this off & on since I was 15. I've been
about it, no one knows, not even my husband.
I deal with the mental aspect every single day. Over the years, I have managed to gain a bit of control over the purging, but I can't seem to get a handle on the binging/compulsive eating. I regress terribly when I'm stressed or depressed, too.
Hang in there!