Yeah it's easy to take one step forward and three steps back! Also men can really really really suck. Most men (25-30) are very much so about a woman's body. I've had really mean things said to me too. There was one guy who walked up to me asking me flat out if I knew of someone who'd like to lose weight. Needless to say I went to my car and bawled for an hour. It's strange how cruelly people treat those that are overweight.
Maybe here are a few suggestions?
List your goals! List them on this thread. bookmark the page. I have been watching what I eat for a month now and lost 13lbs. I was aiming for 10lbs. Most people list their goals in their sig once they have the permission to do so after a month of activity.
Participate on the forums! Gosh this place is so motivational. I love reading people's success stories!
Give yourself time. A year isn't a long time. Christmas will be here again before you know it. In the mean time make a strategy. Example: For valentines day I am going to treat myself to an extremely delicious Raspberry Cheesecake Protein shake instead of indulging on chocolate.
Educate yourself! Read up on foods that are ok to eat while out with friends. Also learn how to cook if you haven't already. It's so important and a part of growing up - I denied this a long time.
The thing about people passing you by and getting healthy is a conundrum, I know. However the difference is they started and have stayed consistent. This isn't a game of catch up. It's a journey. A process. You don't have to be at your goal weight to be hit on or complimented either!
I wish I could hug you! Heck I wish I was your weight right now. Lol. I'm at 232 and Onederland seems so far away, but I can do it. So can you.