So many updates!
missunshine I don’t think I could manage a lifestyle of shopping away my stress. I wish I could afford it of course. Wow! Where will you get to study?
KittyKatFan Well done for getting so far!
And making your commitment for September also. Thinking ahead I see, I like that thinking. I do that a lot with things too.
CarryOnLosing Well done for getting back on track. We all fall off the wagon for time to time. I did for twice weeks in June and it took a few days to get fully back on track. While you’re on holiday you can
try and limit yourself. I do understand not wanting to gain back those 4kgs.
AmyAmy Welcome! And brilliant news on the loss. Great control for being able to stop yourself for going any further.
Saradise Welcome also. You can do it! I started a plan and gave up a week later and then redid my plan and goals and it’s working a lot better for me now.
Jalsa Hope the day went according to plan for you and you were able to fight those biscuits and cakes.
swissy Weekends are so difficult with all the dangers around and the chances to go out and just eat yourself silly! So well done for lasting this Friday. Brilliant to be able to achieve this. I live at home so my mum does the shopping so I have kindly asked her to stock up on fruit for me to eat for my snacks and it seems to work for me. There are times I will allow myself to have a bit of chocolate, but I don’t deny myself anything. I just eat in moderation when it comes to unhealthier snacks.
Amygdala Did you decide to go to the store and check it out? We have a store that closes at 11pm that is around 10 minutes from my house. I’m often fighting with myself not to go up and get something from the store to snack on.
purdumse We all know how difficult it is here so please don’t give up on yourself! Hang in there and keep on going – that shows your real strength; being able to say you had a small slip up and you can continue on once again. Best of luck!
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I’m still hanging in there – but just barely. I honestly think the reason I have binged a million times in the past couple of months is because of the lack of money I’ve had. Maybe it’s a good thing for that reason that I don’t have a lot of money to survive on. I was thinking of going to the store tomorrow and buying a packet of crisps to have with my lunch as a treat for myself. But I’m so worried because of this feeling of just wanting to binge on everything right now, I’ll end up buying more than I should. The only reasonable solution I can come up with is to only bring the exact amount of money I’ll need for the crisps. Ughh, I’m finding it so hard! All I want to do is just have a junk food night and not feel totally awful afterwards. It’s been a long time since I’ve felt this way about bingeing. I’ve been OK last few weeks but just this week. I think seeing 136lbs for the 3rd week in a row isn’t helping either…
Time to shut my mind off for the evening and get back to reading Harry Potter!