Crazy as this seems, my bingeing STARTS when my house is a mess! I grew up in a dysfunctional yucky household and it scares me half to death to realize i am slipping back into my parents' ways. Usually just about the time the house looks "dirty" (although it really isn't), I start to binge and then I binge for several days, until I am so sick of fast food and fat food that I actually crave a huge salad and some detoxing tea. So, take the house, the crazy work, the cranky customers, budget issues, worries about my kids and you have a wonderful recipe for a Binge Marathon. Crazy as it seems, if I can keep my house neat and tidy, I am able to resist bingeing. I am reading this great book, called "will power's not enough" (recovering from addictions of every kind) and it has really been helpful.
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