I'm sick, I've been sick with a really bad cold for the last week & a half. I've also had a dull headache for 3 weeks. I'm dealing with a plethora of health issues and I'm just sick of it!
I've been trying to eat healthier for about 2 weeks. I literally get nauseous after eating. I feel like crap all over. I'm so tired of dealing with it.
I'm being treated for acid reflux but the medicine doesn't seem to help. I'm taking this acid reflux medicine for about 10 days on a trial run to see if it will help. It is supposed to help but it is not. My doctor wants me to take it for 3 weeks to see what would happen. If it's not helping he wants me to have an ultrasound to see if it might be my gall bladder instead.
I'm just really struggling right now cause I feel so flipping bad! All I want to do is go eat something really bad for me. What is it about fried foods that make me feel better physically? I got a coupon in the mail for a KFC family meal that had a picture of the meal on it. It looked so good, I threw it away but when I looked at it I could visualize myself going to get it and bingeing on it. I want to do it so bad and I'm in tears trying to hold myself back from doing it. I cant seem to get it out of my head.
And to make it even worse I have to leave in a little while to go uptown which is around all those fast food places. My car is a trigger for me. It's where I've done most all my binging.
I freaking hate this. It's so stressful it's causing my chest to hurt.