I'm having some problems with the guy I've been seeing. I think it may be over, not sure just yet, but he's been canceling on me lately. Either he doesn't want to see me anymore, in which case it's over, or he can't figure out his schedule, which tortures me, in which case it's over. It's really sad, because I like him a lot, but I can't see someone who cancels on me so much. I've been thinking about how I'll cope when it does end--I WILL NOT BINGE. I just have to keep telling myself that.
It will not make me feel better. It will make me feel worse. I cannot let someone else ruin my progress. It is my choice, I'm in control of the situation. I can't control him, but I can control my own behavoir. I will not binge, no matter what happens.
Whew--had to get that out.
No binge since 5/10/10
Mini-goal #1: 1st 10 lbs: 10/07/09
Mini-goal #2: 10% of body weight: 4/28/10 (Finally!
Mini-goal #3: 211 lbs (my all-time adult low): 1/26/11
Mini-goal #4: 20% of SW (202lbs):
Mini-goal #5: Onederland!: