Hang in there and stay positive. I think everyone has things they struggle with. The good thing is you have made big changes and are aware of your own struggles. If you feel yourself slipping, don't hide from you SO or at least tell someone. I'm certain he has no idea that you hear what he says in the way you do and would want to know if you were taking things a different way than he intends. Does he know about your past? I understand in the beginning you don't want to lay it all out there, but you've been together for a while now. Everyone has things that they have to deal with in their lives and he does too. I find that is the worst thing to hide it. Good for you for overcoming that obstacle and for continuing to keep yourself in check.
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