Robyn
I know exactly how you feel. I was over 300 lbs, lost 150 lbs, and kept it off for over 10+ years ( I think 13 ).. anyway I swore I would never ever go over 200 lbs again, I sooner
myself. Well, last year my highest weight was 262
what really bothers me is I kept it off for that long and then poooof ??? why did I let myself go ?? what happened ??? (well I know what happened really but still). I guess I just wanted to tell you that your not alone in your struggles. Your post really touched my heart.