Brenda~ have fun fishing!!
Andrea~ you'll do great!!
Well, today is another day. Im not op, but I will start over again tomorrow. I spent most of last night talking to dh. Trying to sort thru our feelings. We didnt really come up with any answers, but it was nice for both of us to know each other was going thru pretty much the same thing.
I got many many bags of dirt yesterday so I could start digging around in my garden and get a few things planted. I still have issues with paying for dirt!! Im from rural northern ontario...dirt was free!!!!!!!! so was manure!!!!!!!!! In the big city, you pay thru the nose....and of course dh doesnt want to go out to any farms, and mess up his truck!
Im in my overalls, going out to fire up the grill for some slow cooking, then do some digging in the garden. Plan on a comfort dinner for us tonight, some puttering to keep my brain busy during the day, then another good night sleep and I should be sorta halfway back to normal.
Have a great day everyone