What you all are saying is absolutely right! I am trying to make peace with my body. I want to be able to look in the mirror and be like, "Damn, you're sexy!" And sometimes, I can. But other times I just feel like I'm lying to myself. I don't know how to not feel that way, haha. I guess I just need to pretend like my body doesn't look like a train wreck, lol.
I'll probably feel better when my TOM passes, haha. These little break downs always happen right around this time, and then TOM bloat undoes itself and I lose my weight for the month and I feel sexy again, hahaha!