So i have managed to drop from 265 to 185 and I want to lose more. I constantly fel like i am over weight and i am always scared to death from regaining all the weight back. I am a big time closet eater and a binger. I do manage to control a lot until i snap and binge. Its a constant struggle but I manage to do it alone very well.
this was great until , my gf just moved in.
She is markedly obese and I love her, i think she is very sexy and I dont have a problem with anything she does when it comes to her lifestyle.
What i Hate is that she is constantly trying to force her eating habits on me
She is under the impression that she does portion control very well ( obviously it has never worked for her, she is 165 , 5"1').
I am terrible with portion control, The only way i can avoid gaining weight is not having big bags of anything bad or a lot of food in the house of any sort.
she is now brining all this horrible food in my house that i find irresistible.
She keps nagging me about how portion control is the perfect way to lose weight.
She has been over weight all her life, Obviously it has not worked for her , neither will it.
and now she is on this trying all these restaurants in my neighborhood spree, which i feel that not only will it make me gain weight but it will break my budget tremendously.
I love her so much, but i feel she is reversing every thing i have done so hard over the span of 10 years.
what do I do ?