Thanks Lindy and Marny. I read your posts noding to myself the whole time. It's like I knew the focus was on program for a reason, but in the back of my mind I was, and still am, nervous to talk about short term success.
Thanks for the congratulations. I am very thankfull to be at this point. Thanks for your words. Even if I don't mention it at a meeting, it feels good to tell you guys.
Maybe I was wanting the meeting to take the place of telling friends and my mom. I am very private about my weight with people close to me. I realy want to tell my mom, I guess I am looking for her to be proud of me. But I am pretty sure she would say "That's nice dear, but don't get to excited yet. You still have a long way to go."
So, I started out thinking there was something wrong with my meetings, that they should talk about weight more. Now I have come around to maybe I need to look at why I want acknowledgment and acceptance.
Funny how things work out that way.