Hi Ya Ladies. Remember Me?
Been busy with work and also can only come to the forum before or after work because they are really limiting our internet usuage now so now I only use the internet for work use only at work and just read.
But I hope you all are doing well. I've been on a rollarcoaster up and down. But the main thing is, I'm NOT giving up! As my quote says, Courage is failing over and over again without losing enthusiasm! Or something to that affect. lol.
Anyways. I go see my Gyn. next month for my annual exam. I plan on asking her about a new RE and also about TTC, WL, etc. Because frankly I feel like I'm stuck in a rut right now and I want to get out of it. I know I may fall a few times before getting out of this rut, but I WILL get out of it!
I got out of my rut of not working and got myself a job and I'm still there, 8 months later. So I can do this. I just may need a little more help than I did with the job. Actually I will admit it, I need LOTS of help! I even found a coupon for WW's in the little local coupon book they send out. I am not sure about going to meetings yet. A little uneasy about that but I am really thinking about trying WW's, maybe will try doing it at home? I just need something because I can't do this by myself.
I had a dream lastnight that I joined WW's, got a Personal Trainer and he helped me plan my meals as well as help me with my work out! AND the PT was a guy at work who is into body building and ex-military. (Yes gurls he is HOT too!
) lol.
But that was just a dream about him being the PT. I wouldn't ask him to do that I'd be too embarrassed!
(Plus I'm married...) lmao! But I wouldn't mind having a PT.
I need someone to
Also in my dream I lost lots of weight of course and ended up on the Dr. Phil Show!
lol!!!!!!
Well I need to get off my duff and go and clean my bathroom so I can relax tomorrow and Wed!
Have a Good Night/Morning!