I am failing, and feeling like loser
Well, I wish it was positive post, unfortunetaly it is not. I've gained over 10 pounds, and feeling miserable. I am not really sure what is wrong with me, but I am into binging. My exercise is out of routine. I worry about it constantly, but haven't done much to stop this non sense. I am so stressed out over everything, and it seems eating is the only option. And it doesn't feel so great either. Its probably sounds stupid. I am going to graduate this June, and I have so much going on right now. I feel so depressed and unhappy. It seems like all I've been doing is stuff my face with whatever. I feel so jealous of you guys. You all seem so on top of everything, and I feel like I am on the bottom of the barrel.
What should I do? I know I need to get back on the wagon before I ruin everything I've done. But how do I stop. I feel so sick about all this crap, and some nights I just could not sleep. I constantly worry about gaining more weights, but I haven't anything to stop it either.
HELP! I feel like I am suffocating myself!!!
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