I am sooo not happy. I have lost a total of 15 1/2 lbs... but, everything I own STILL looks disgusting on me. Pants are okay, but any type that is the slightest bit form fitting looks just.. gross. I have this 'gross c-section gall bladder removal 2nd stomach' bulge thing going on... and it makes everything look just AWFUL on me. I feel sooo huge and gross. I haven't found one thing in my closet that I can wear tomorrow and I have sooo much to do today, but I guess I will need to make time to go to the store, to try on more stuff that doesn't fit.
On top of that, I have to see my freakin' annoying as all hecko MIL tomorrow... oh joy, oh joy. I wish Easter was what it used to be.. instead, I'll have to worry about eating and feeding my daughter before we go (since neither of us could ever humanly stomach MIL's food), naps, fat clothes, etc. Blah. How on earth do you get rid of this 'after birth' stomach bulge? Aren't enormous hips enough of a burden?