she says with head held low.
So I haven't gained any weight during my 2 months away, but I haven't lost any either. I was conscientious about what I ate most of the time, but also had a few bad moments. I exercised hre and there, but nothing regular. You know what? When you don't do it regularly, you don't lose weight.
I think that the enormity of this journey just got to me and I needed a break, time to feel like a normal person who doesn't always have to watch her intake and make sure she exercises.
But I need to get back on track because I fear any longer away will make it too hard to get back into losing. And I am taking a beach vacation in June. I don't have any delusions about looking incredible in a swimsuit by then (nor do I even have that as a need), but I would like to romp around in the ocean with my husband and 3 kids and go out in the kayak and such. My goal is to be in a size 18 by then. I am currently in a 20, so I think I can do it.
So here I am again...ready to get it going one more time.