OK so I should be starting TOM hmmm any day now. Bloated again, feeling icky no mater what I do or eat. Im just in a blah mood. Over tired,fat icky,sticky,disgusted.
Must I go on?
Maybe Im jealous. I went to these fireworks yesterday.<detroit ones> and the people we went with the wife was 42 ish THIN tan, kinda cute she was wearing white pants all the guys loved her, and not that I want the attention I just look at her and think how can I look like that?
Then I get dircouraged because I feel like its going to take YEARS to lose my weight!!
I dunno my emtionas are a mess, and Im going on 4 hours of sleep no work out in this morning, and and and I had a med latte with whip cream and 2 reeses cups and a HOT DOG!!!! plus a lean cusine pizza@!! Im done with my calories today and its only 3 pm!!!!!!!!!! What is goin on me??
:sigh: Hopefully this weekend goes better.. Saturday is my birthday, gotta do soemhting fun!
Hope everyone is haveing a better day then me!!
Sorry for the self pitty party..
Just had to vent sorry..