Every once in a while when i'm by myself i will eat a lot!! and i do mean a lot..........after i eat a lot i will feel guilty and make myself throw up...............i don't do this very often at all maybe once or twice a month......am i considered bulimic??? please help
Only you and a professional may answer this question. There are resources out there for help www.oa.org and www.somethingfishy.org Feel free to post on our daily thread for recovery and hope if you come to believe you are one of us.
While you do need to come to the realization of an eating disorder yourself, IMHO believe you are definitely headed down a slippery slope. Throwing up on purpose is not a "normal" behavior. Maybe you're only doing it once or twice a month now, but how much is "too much?" Is it too much when you're doing it once a week? Once a day? Once after every single meal?
I would encourage you to visit the websites Chris mentioned, and maybe consider seeking help from a professional.
That is how I started, I thought I could control it but now it controls me. I thought I'd never be "stupid" enough to get hooked, but it's not about being stupid or smart, to me it's an addiction. Please see someone, before you get into the same state as me.