dynagrrl
02-04-2004, 02:13 PM
Well everyone, I guess it had to happen.
Ever since I started this diet I have had a pizza craving. Non-stop. And so last night I came remarkably close to ordering a pizza. :devil: And I didn't. :D I told myself, if tomorrow I still want pizza then I will go to Mamma's Pizza and get a thin slice and just be done with it.
And I did. Honestly, it has given me a teensy bit of a head rush. :dizzy: But, I guess in the cosmic scheme of things it's not that bad. I mean, I just had to have it. And now that I have, it's over with. (I hope. :o )
So I am not going to beat myself up about it. (Of course I am, that's such a lie.) But I have been doing so good (9 pounds since the start) and I am almost done with Phase 1 and I just want to know from someone that I didn't kill the whole thing.
It's stupid, how we let these things control not only our behaviour but our very thoughts.
Jennifer.
Ever since I started this diet I have had a pizza craving. Non-stop. And so last night I came remarkably close to ordering a pizza. :devil: And I didn't. :D I told myself, if tomorrow I still want pizza then I will go to Mamma's Pizza and get a thin slice and just be done with it.
And I did. Honestly, it has given me a teensy bit of a head rush. :dizzy: But, I guess in the cosmic scheme of things it's not that bad. I mean, I just had to have it. And now that I have, it's over with. (I hope. :o )
So I am not going to beat myself up about it. (Of course I am, that's such a lie.) But I have been doing so good (9 pounds since the start) and I am almost done with Phase 1 and I just want to know from someone that I didn't kill the whole thing.
It's stupid, how we let these things control not only our behaviour but our very thoughts.
Jennifer.