Welcome, Branquinha! And congratulations on making such a positive decision about your health! This is a great place to get support and advice, so check in often!
I don't envy your living with all the "beautiful people"! But I know whenever I see someone w/a deep tan I alway tell myself that my skin will thank me for staying out of the sun all these years! And when I see someone who is obviously "enhanced"
I remind myself that my body is still in it's natural state and sustained four beautiful babies through pregnancy and infancy! I find myself not being very envious after all!