Hugs.
High-fives.
Love.
You've done so much - I hope you can find some comfort and pride in your accomplishments - you've earned them!
But, if you're not feeling better, you may want to talk to a healthcare provider. Some people may get depressed after surgery, even if it's successful. There's no shame in asking for help if you need it
I am not a doctor and am not providing medical advice in any way - I've just been there before. Good luck!