Day 1, must find my inner happiness.
Day 1 today, day 1 of diet 4087.
(possibly)
I have had some great weight loss success on VLCD' before, got to a weight that I felt great at, for possibly the first time in my adult life.
I then got pregnant with my twins, they are now 8 months old, I only put on 2 stone while pregnant. ( nothing on the crazy 6 I put on with my first)
But in the following 8 months I have steadily gained another stone.
I am currently so unhappy with the way I look, I struggle to get dressed in the morning, because I know nothing will look nice, I have stopped bothering with make up/hair etc... Just feeling all round pants.
My size 12's that I wore while pregnant, are now officially to tight, I continue to wear them, but it does not look good!!!!
Despite previous success with a VLCD I am going to try a healthier option, I have three young children and a busy job in healthcare, I'm not sure I could survive on a very low calorie diet.
So here is to the final chapter of my weight loss journey, this I am confident will be the last time, I will not continue to Yo-yo diet.. I will re train my self.. Learn it's okay not to eat that second half of the tub of ice cream, and you can buy single bars of chocolate, you don't have to eat an entire family size bar... who knew hay? Ha.
So day 1-
5ft 5
12st 2
First goal- into 11's
Wish me luck, I am sure gunna need it :-) xx
Last edited by Rowsiex; 09-30-2015 at 04:52 AM.
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