Howdy! My name is Sam, aka wishfuiiy, and I'm back. I lost a staggering 150lbs only to gain back 60! I mean, I was all the way down to my low of 201. SO CLOSE TO ONDERLAND! Right now, I'm down 5lbs after two days so that's a start. I'm here because this is where I always turn. This is where I know people understand me, and I'm grateful for all your faces.
Am I sad at myself for gaining back weight? Yes, but I cannot be negative about it because I'm back on the grind and working my butt off to get it back off and keep pushing forward. That's all we can do because we are addicted to food. Food the substance that keeps us alive, and man, does it taste great.
I just have to go after what I want again, and I will. I love going after my dreams. My dreams of being a fit roller derby chick, and what a great goal to have.