Back and wanting to give it my all...
I've tried this weight loss many times, and yet I've failed...many times.
It's really getting to me lately. My physical state is poor, my mental state is poor, and it's getting really old. While I know ultimately I'm the only one that can make myself change, and give myself what I want... it's so difficult.
I'm 24 years old, and I live with my mom and my fiancee, I work part time, and that's the extent of my social life. I'm too tired to do much more than work my 29 hours a week. I have a bad foot, problems with my back, and I'm just so tired and exhausted in general. I feel drained all the time and it's starting to show.
I've been dealing with depression for a long time now, and it's just getting worse. (For other reasons than just my weight. I can honestly say the past year and a half has been the worst in my life.)
A lot of things I can't control, but my weight and health, I need to take control of. I've been on this forum many times before, but never really made the time for it.
This time around, I want to, and I need to. I'm going to make time each day to be active on the forum, and active in life.
Looking forward to talking with all of you, giving support, and getting support.
I want this.
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